the truth is

no matter how hard i try to stand in the middle. i will end up picking side

midnite breakfast

Baru aja bikin ini gara-gara adik saya kelaparan haha :) Its more like a breakfast than a midnite snack, tp enak loh katanya

christmas night

christmas time.. Malam natal kali ini saya habiskan bareng temen2 tersayang :D. Kami ikut misa natal di kapel santa maria djuanda

liat si elsa maenan hp di gereja

Lalu makan malam bareng di the apartement it such a nice spot anyways

Kita juga tuker-tukeran kado natal secara randomly dan gw dapet ini nih -->

bah kok gw sok imut amat ya haha

ini kadonya dari si elsa monyong! lucu sa.. thank you so muchie

Kayaknya ini natal pertama saya yang gak bareng keluarga. Tapi natalan bersama teman-teman tetep seru dan menyenangkan. its just once a year so you better spend it with people you love the most :D rite? :)

so once again merry christmas may we all be blessed by the spirit of christmas

merry christmas

my sweetest escape

gossipy duet

dita&tasia

3.20

i want to sleep

gone

There's a harvest each saturday night

At the bars filled with perfume and hitching a ride

A place you can stand for one night and get gone

It's clear this conversation ain't' doing a thing

Cause these boys only listen to me when i sing

And i don't feel like singing tonight

All the same songs

Here in these deep city lights

Girl could get lost tonight

I'm finding every reason to be gone

Nothing here to hold on to

Could i hold you?

The situation's always the same

You got your wolves in their clothes whispering Hollywood's name

Stealing gold from the silver they see

But it's not me

Calling out somebody save me i feel like i'm fading away

Am i gone?

Calling out somebody save me i feel like i'm fading

In these deep city lights

Girl could get lost tonight

I'm finding every reason to be gone

There's nothing here to hold on to

Could i hold on to you?

City- Sara Bareilles

happy mother's day

hey mom.. happy mother's day

i hope you could be with us rite now but youre not

so im just hoping that youre okay

lately i know youve been through a very rough stage in your life

and i know i wont understand how hard you fight for yourself

and im really sorry that i cant help you much

moreover

im sorry that we hurt you

sometimes. somewhere through those process

but you have to know that

you will always be our mom

no matter what happened

we care about you

and we just want you to be happy

so

thank you mom,

to hold us when you need to be holded

to love us more than you love yourself

to listen for us when we knew you had a worst problem

no worries mom,

everything's going to be okay

and if its not

at least

i will be there for you

promise :)

much love,

andre

inspiration